Work is coming in, but slower than I would have liked. I guess I'm impatient, always have been. I want things when I want them, and I want them to happen when I'm ready. I'm ready now.
So, today I'm being photographed for work. Then auditions coming. Can I really talk about what I'm doing, or will it jinx it?
I want to get a payslip to show M-A-C that I have been working. The discount is a nice perk, and a spur to make me keep updating my look.
It seems vain to talk about myself as a brand, but how will I market myself if I don't. I think I have to accept it and carry on. It's a strange and lonely life, and sometimes silly. I have to spend a certain amount of hours a day thinking about how to market my 'self'. If I don't present myself as a brand, it will be harder to manage the work when it comes in.
I see now why people assume models are dumb. They're meant to be seen and not heard. Dumb in more than one sense.
So, today I'm being photographed for work. Then auditions coming. Can I really talk about what I'm doing, or will it jinx it?
I want to get a payslip to show M-A-C that I have been working. The discount is a nice perk, and a spur to make me keep updating my look.
It seems vain to talk about myself as a brand, but how will I market myself if I don't. I think I have to accept it and carry on. It's a strange and lonely life, and sometimes silly. I have to spend a certain amount of hours a day thinking about how to market my 'self'. If I don't present myself as a brand, it will be harder to manage the work when it comes in.
I see now why people assume models are dumb. They're meant to be seen and not heard. Dumb in more than one sense.
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